this pain's too much to bear.
this pain's too heavy on my shoulders.
almost like i cannot breath.
almost like i cannot hear.
almost like i cannot think.
this pain is like an oedipal
prophecy.
too gruesome to tell of.
this pain makes me choke.
is it fair to even begin to love
...to try to love?
is it fair to get so caught up?
is it fair to languish in that love
and still expect that somehow...
along the ways of laughter...joy...
passion...ecstasy...
that in that expectation; still....
more pain?
in some way we have those
realistic expectations...
but whose to expect that you kill your father
and end up sleeping with your mother?
like in some oedipal prophesy-
this is how this pain feels to me.
i hope that this pain
does'nt ruin me.
i hope i can be whole again
so i can love again.
i hope that i can believe in
what's real and true...
and learn to trust the way i need to.
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Faith! please read my blog and let me know you have any insight!
- She
hey -She thats what i've been trying to tell you...i cant get into your blog...
i have been trying to for weeks!
help!!!
whats the http?
http://www.she-a-story.blogspot.com/
it should work!!!
thanks for the note! glad to hear from you. strange how i don't know you at all, but feel as though we have quite a few things in common. at any rate, i received a text from the man in question. we shall see what happens....
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