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HELLO EVERYONE! FAITH IS NO LONGER FAITHLESS, AND HAS A NEW BLOG! IT'S A FOOD bLOG, COME SEE!
THIS ONE IS NOT OVERLY DRAMATIC...DONT WORRY!


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enough is enough

Cost of the War in Iraq

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enough is enough...should'nt we be fighting for bigger better things without guns and bloodshed?





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soul sounds music blog-:::SOLACE:::

i have found solace in my music once again-so i added a link to
my music blog which i just started a couple of weeks ago.

CHECK MY LINKS.

words and music-lovely....;)

~**~*:::soul sounds:::*~***~PLAYLIST

*JUST HAPPENED TO NOTICE THAT MY OLD MUSIC POSTS ARE NOT WORKING~SO HERE IS A NEW PLAYLIST WITH THE OLD MUSIC AND SOME NEW MUSIC I LIKE...ENJOY!*

sex sex sex sex sex and more hot sex

alright so from now on all posts are going to be titled with sexual innuendo as nobody reads my posts unless the titles scream TAKE ME....

LOL! IM BACK! just shortened my last post, coz it was way emotional..and not in a good way.ekk...i hate stressing over people who do not matter to me. i am way bigger than that.
doing the whole big life changes thing...once again.

i think it has to happen once, twice..maybe 8 times after, or something..hahaha

for those who read my last post..everything worked out...long story...big misunderstanding.life just living itself.

anyway- i am making a promise to myself to write more...pray more...appreciate more..

and...i am hoping that if any of you guys are out there..all you guys who read my posts
~react to my posts more often..for the same reason i never leave voicemails or leave messages on answering machines...i hate talking to the air.

so please...say something to me, rather than just read my posts...it truly does make a difference.

i learned something just yesterday~from someone who was just so unlikely.
we all go through those life changes-when money becomes an issue- when it does
be sure to remember ::: people first,money second,things last:::

but...

when those life changes are over :::god(faith,beliefs),people,career:::

it might sound a little shallow but for those who have been through all of it, we all know.

eventually it will make sense.

xoxox

along the beaten path

somewhere along the way-the calm serenity...contentment as such...a life so full...an understanding....
it vanished....


i found that one true love that completed me...

but lost all else....everything i once knew...all the comfort and peace...

....lost as i was

....never mattered.

what i found anew strengthened me...strengthed my losses.
i was all new...

now~ everyday i may fail...everyday i may bleed..i might cry...but
it wont matter.


machiavelle said once~the end justifies the means.

i choose to walk along that beaten path...

AWAKENED FROM SLUMBER

after a long hiatus...i am back. i'll be posting again,just not as often..it's when words linger, i feel-that we can really find truth..
please share with me your thoughts, words... and anything that soothes
tired souls...no matter how trivial..search through my archives and let
me inspire you...in turn inspire me....

words,beautiful words...like sweet medicine....

oh to be awakened from slumber~when one has had rest...to see clearer...

dream in your sleep~cursed love song

so you rain on my tomorrow
but feel sorry that you do

and you say all but sorry
and as well i forgive you

but before i say goodbye
promise me something more...

but before i say goodbye
promise me something more...

that you'll dream in your sleep
tonight; wake want me and
nothing more....
that you'll dream in your sleep
tonight;wake want me and
nothing more....

goodbye,goodbye,goodbye

::a song i wrote 2 years ago,
as a curse on a lost love::

∴∴∴at a loss for words? what a wonder.

i think to a certain extent when you're happy there's so much you can say
but when you know that you have nothing to worry about you don't have
to say anything, because those words resonate, without having to say them.

that's when you know that it is real...

when you are sure of something and you have that truth...you finally find that contentment...that happiness...even when there's always gonna be doubts and
confusion.You find yourself at a loss for words.

An oedipal prophesy~

this pain's too much to bear.
this pain's too heavy on my shoulders.

almost like i cannot breath.
almost like i cannot hear.
almost like i cannot think.

this pain is like an oedipal
prophecy.
too gruesome to tell of.

this pain makes me choke.
is it fair to even begin to love
...to try to love?

is it fair to get so caught up?

is it fair to languish in that love
and still expect that somehow...
along the ways of laughter...joy...
passion...ecstasy...
that in that expectation; still....

more pain?

in some way we have those
realistic expectations...
but whose to expect that you kill your father
and end up sleeping with your mother?

like in some oedipal prophesy-
this is how this pain feels to me.

i hope that this pain
does'nt ruin me.
i hope i can be whole again
so i can love again.

i hope that i can believe in
what's real and true...
and learn to trust the way i need to.