i think i must have been brought up to letdowns.
everything till now has been a letdown...
even when things are great i ultimately believe
it will be another letdown.
i think it must have started from the core.
never a kind word...never any wisdom...
never any positive...optimistic energy.
it's part of the reason it is so hard for
me to trust..
i keep telling myself not to get carried away~
that way i dont grieve later.
i almost never take a chance on people...
other things of course are safer...
it's very hurtful. very painful.
very tiresome.
screw my damn parents for being
so very comforting.
i guess i will see them in
hell.
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