Having a Cigarette for Peace

this is a comment i left for another blogger who left me a note for an oct archive- ~i crave a bitter sweet shattered love~
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mattmayes said: you really like being broken? maybe you do - but you say you like being fixed. Have you decided that you just like everything? But yet you hate some things... give me time to understand. But i like the IDEA of moving ahead and away from dark towards amber - in fact amber is my favorite color. And i sure dont like what ive been doing to myself and others lately. But i haven't quite re-found my good self yet. I am lost but - when i am alone i feel found... wierd - but its all subjective
2:17 PM


faith said:lost and found...i like that.
i am a musician as well.
yes...i do think i like to be broken..
The thought though of having someone mend me somehow is enticing.
would you agree?

i am almost pretty sure you would.

whatever you are today..good, bad-
it's where you have to be to get to where you want to be.even when you dont know where that is, and
even if you dont like how it's made you.After all the "end justifies the means"-and you get there which ever way you can~even if you skin your knees.

:::two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl:::

hahaha.

11:55 AM