Tuesday, October 24, 2006

running away again...fear...

im insane. i have something so wonderful....how come i keep letting myself forget?
its funny how i thought i'd never fall again...and then to fall so hard and be so scared....he takes me for who i am, loves me for all of me...all my quirks and imperfections.i never thought it could be....All i do is hurt you...all i do i give you grief. Maybe i just dont love myself as much as i thought i did..so sad...so painful.
i need help.is faith running away again?

keep trying to live on mantras i hear or read....they make so much sense and give some strength...make me happy for awhile. then they fade away because they are not mine. help me? need words that'll speak to my soul....
tell me things i need to hear....

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